How I Function

1) Problem arises
2) Stress
3) MUST whine/whimper/complain
4) Cry (even though i know it wouldn't make the situation better) and Reason
5) Reluctantly do what i have to do while i continue reasoning
6) Give in and appreciate
7) WA LA everything's done
8) proud of self
aha

After the Move-In

1) LAVYNNIAAAAAA

WELCOME TO THE US OF A :DDD


2) i need to learn to use limited space efficiently

3) it's now or never...
...to look up for colleges
...to calculate expenses
...to look for a job
...to save money
...to prepare for my ACT/SAT AGAIN
...to score well to receive scholarships
...to study well
...to put more effort
...to write college apps
...to take senior pics


4) i feel like baking/cooking
mainly.. for others
..so that i wont get as fat

baked these portuguese egg tarts today.
it isnt burnt, mind you.



 5) before i can achieve these......................
i NEED to ORGANIZE my stuff
so that i can get going!!
but,
i can't find any space!! FML........

im such a huge paranoid.
woke up at 5am just for moving.
i literally have dark circles under my eyes. woo.

breakfree

i wanna run away from responsibilities.
and soar freely in the sky
or swim with the dolphins in deep blue sea
without worries nor concern
i want to run on that neverending deserted road
fly mindlessly, swim mindlessly, run mindlessly


RAWR.

dancing in the rain

 
 this was never a wish of mine but it is for others
well, i've done it.
and it's icky (period as in full stop)

scatterbrained: i solely learn from embarrassment.

i still have SOOOOOO much to learn until i can deem myself as an independent soul.
i still have tons to learn before i could graduate into adulthood.
i realize i learn from super embarrassing incidents. from shameful events. i cant even stand myself.
i am so unorganized, irresponsible, and lazy.
grooooooowww uppppp!

cant sleep cause of my phone bill skyrocketed. fml T_T