maan... my left eye is swollen and idk why.
maybe i punched myself in my sleep.
or i studied just a tad too hard (i doubt so. aha.)
it's so annoying.
now i know how small-eyed people feel.
and i've been getting new bites on my body every morning. wtf. bed bugs? i checked. nada. and i researched.. it doesnt look like the bed bug bite shown but the itch is longer than a mosquito bite and it kinda swells -_-
or is it just time to change my bed sheet? fml.

studying for China history.
and omfg why does the stupid person w/ power sack so many ppl in a short amount of time. and the chinese names arent doing any good either.>:(
kill me.
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so screwed for finals.
yay me!

wow.
hormonal imbalance is so scary.
so much for giving the mean impression to my cousin's gf.
great, phoebe, great.
now, i've got tons of ugly pimples on my face T_T
arghhh.
SAT this sat. fml. i kinda regret registering. a waste of money.
weather's warmer now.
almost forgotten the feeling of warm weather. pretty unpleasant. lol
oh well.
such a cranky bitch. hmmph.
i want to eat McD.
:(
i miss home. mom and dad. boo.
i think somehow i might be going home. RAWR.

after a year of not seeing fireworks with my two eyes, i finally witnessed a freaking long one.
the best part was the ones that didnt work which looked like a super mini a-bomb.
:D

so sick and tired of people asking "how is it living alone? why live alone? are you okay that you're living alone?"
STOP.
i like being alone. MOTT!
and i chose to live alone.
dont even pity me that i have to live alone.
YES i do feel lonely sometimes and want to talk to someone rather than waiting till it's appropriate to talk to someone i can talk to.
and i have friends and i dont have friends. so
stop.
secondly,
the "why dont you wanna study architecture anymore?" question is DONE with. why this why that?  BECAUSE.
i'm done w/ architecture so QUIT ASKING. dont even try to reason w/ me cause wtv you say wont even go into my ear kay let alone my brain.

i think im  a lil annoyed w/ humans now and the fact that i have less time to study for my finals. and im tired. so stop.
being around ppl is so exhausting.
stop.
stop
stop
stop
stop.
freaking stop.

thanks for your concerns. but i dont need them now.


man, i sound like someone that has issues.
or maybe i do have.
gasp. i dont want to be someone who does.
freaky!

NEWS!

mom received an email from our school that a girl reported a sexual assault a couple weeks ago to the police dpt. the police then reported the case to our school.
assault happened at a school's stairwell. yup. our school has quite a couple of completely enclosed stairwells. :)
quite a number of people were talking about it in school today. so the nosy me got quite a bit of info. heh.
poor girl. i heard she was a foreign exchange student. bummer. and apparently people claimed it as a "rape". dk which is which and what is what. anyways, more info about the dude. ppl said that 8 sexual assault cases from the same guy have been reported. freaky psycho!!
school has tonnes of sec. cameras but i realized none at stairwells! hahaa. bimbooo.
feel sorry for the girl. her parents must be super furious w/ americans now. or the schools in america. exchange student!! whyyyyyy.

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kay, so after blogging this post. i went to read the newspaper and there's an article about this. great. now our awesome school has a bad name. aha.
http://host.madison.com/wsj/news/local/crime_and_courts/article_f8b152f0-8726-11e0-8e0c-001cc4c002e0.html