wow.
hormonal imbalance is so scary.
so much for giving the mean impression to my cousin's gf.
great, phoebe, great.
now, i've got tons of ugly pimples on my face T_T
arghhh.
SAT this sat. fml. i kinda regret registering. a waste of money.
weather's warmer now.
almost forgotten the feeling of warm weather. pretty unpleasant. lol
oh well.
such a cranky bitch. hmmph.
i want to eat McD.
:(
i miss home. mom and dad. boo.
i think somehow i might be going home. RAWR.

after a year of not seeing fireworks with my two eyes, i finally witnessed a freaking long one.
the best part was the ones that didnt work which looked like a super mini a-bomb.
:D

so sick and tired of people asking "how is it living alone? why live alone? are you okay that you're living alone?"
STOP.
i like being alone. MOTT!
and i chose to live alone.
dont even pity me that i have to live alone.
YES i do feel lonely sometimes and want to talk to someone rather than waiting till it's appropriate to talk to someone i can talk to.
and i have friends and i dont have friends. so
stop.
secondly,
the "why dont you wanna study architecture anymore?" question is DONE with. why this why that?  BECAUSE.
i'm done w/ architecture so QUIT ASKING. dont even try to reason w/ me cause wtv you say wont even go into my ear kay let alone my brain.

i think im  a lil annoyed w/ humans now and the fact that i have less time to study for my finals. and im tired. so stop.
being around ppl is so exhausting.
stop.
stop
stop
stop
stop.
freaking stop.

thanks for your concerns. but i dont need them now.


man, i sound like someone that has issues.
or maybe i do have.
gasp. i dont want to be someone who does.
freaky!

NEWS!

mom received an email from our school that a girl reported a sexual assault a couple weeks ago to the police dpt. the police then reported the case to our school.
assault happened at a school's stairwell. yup. our school has quite a couple of completely enclosed stairwells. :)
quite a number of people were talking about it in school today. so the nosy me got quite a bit of info. heh.
poor girl. i heard she was a foreign exchange student. bummer. and apparently people claimed it as a "rape". dk which is which and what is what. anyways, more info about the dude. ppl said that 8 sexual assault cases from the same guy have been reported. freaky psycho!!
school has tonnes of sec. cameras but i realized none at stairwells! hahaa. bimbooo.
feel sorry for the girl. her parents must be super furious w/ americans now. or the schools in america. exchange student!! whyyyyyy.

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kay, so after blogging this post. i went to read the newspaper and there's an article about this. great. now our awesome school has a bad name. aha.
http://host.madison.com/wsj/news/local/crime_and_courts/article_f8b152f0-8726-11e0-8e0c-001cc4c002e0.html

ahahha.
i finally hear my mom say that she misses me. xD
so funny.
so much for not going back this summer. bleh.

okay..
is it just me? or is it you too?
someone whom you almost never talk to suddenly comes chatting w/ you.
awkward? suspicious? or is it a good start?
hmm.

fine arts week. i feel pretty free.
im so gonna regret what i just said -.-
THREE MORE WEEKS. <3!!
SAT and finals!
screw finals!
college? what college?
rawr.

p/s. matrices are for losers full stop.

talk about healthiness..
i ate instant noodles three days this week
found a strand of white hair. im sure there are more somewhere. it's in the genes.
and i discovered a new brand of bread which i absolutely love!
i went shopping and went crazy.
i ate almost too much this weekend.
i watched the king's speech which i dont fancy at all.
i spoke to my dad whom i havent been talking to for quite some time. heh.
great week.
thanks to His great love, i could enjoy these things.
now, one of my major history test awaits me.
au revoir!

made it into next yr's dance team! :D ecstatic! 
had a fun night too! 
dinner and the king's speech. dont really get why it was a good movie. but whatevs. the company was awesome. :)

so ready to fail my next china quiz.
nuke nuke nuke

me
friend

"im sick."

":("
"get well soon!"

"im sick"

"i coming over to your house tmrw"

"really?"

"im gonna make guai ling gou"

"im coming after work"

"can buy you dinner too! what do you want? mexican? sub? pizza?"

"yay!" 

tell me im super blessed.
how to not be grateful?
there's still love in the world. :)

also, i need to be a better friend. 
THANK YOU FRIEND. she even put sugar in my guai ling gou for moi. :D

fml for laziness.
let's see what happens tomorrow.
why the fuck am i so fucking unmotivated.
taking my life for granted.
how cool.
maybe that's one reason why i think i should be....
:)

as if saying/writing it multiple times would do the trick
where's the action?
i seriously lack that.
crush those lazy bones! ARGH.

funny thought #1

read Sher's recent fb status
and it made me come up with this thought...
what if the baby's parents slept like logs and he/she cries/whines/wtv in the middle of the night.
HAHAHAH
poor baby would be left alone in his misery.
too bad. xD

gawd, self control.................................................................
fail
MACSMAX

Giving Up Too Easily

where's the hope
determinination
and perseverance?

you can do it! :)

i think i am gonna have athritis someday.
haha

Mifflin Block Party

Other than our Wisconsin Cheese and Ginseng
Madisonians can be proud of the Mifflin Block Party.
occurs every year around the end of april and beginning of may.
it's like this huge drinking party in Madison UW campus area.
tons of people come out and drink from day till night.
you have to pay to go inside someone's house for a drink.
it's like alcohol hopping. if you know what i mean.
drunkards all around the campus.
one even stabbed another guy's ass. and the stabbed didnt know what was going cause he was that drunk.
shame or fame?
i've never witness the mifflin block party..
but it looks like

this.





traumatizing. especially when there are drunkards.

having been working out for a long time.
but i raked today! :D
volunteered for some church thinggy.
so happy i did something. lol
i can feel my arms hurting now.
bought so much groceries to stock up for the next few months.
phoebe chong will never be starving.
on the other hand, i am determined to lose a few KGs by the time my cousin comes back from his trip.
let's see if i can make it ;)
i'll be soo darn happy.
i shouldnt be so ecstatic now. aha.
<3