early sleep

to soak myself in my misery.

thanks for laziness and mudheads.

watch :D

Compete with Yourself.

so i had my first driving class with my coach yesterday.
and.
it.
was.
horrible
period.

i remembered that most of the time i was tense -_-
and i could've crash into some stuff a couple of times.
lol
bad driver.
the other girl who was in the car with me was a pretty good driver..
it wasnt until late at night that my mom said "why do you keep comparing yourself with others?"
and that's when i realized, i've been comparing myself with the others.. that's why i feel so beat up/hopeless/discouraged whenever someone does something better than me. and that stupid hopelessness makes me wanna give up. and im the source of that thought of giving up.
yeap. nowadays, the thought of giving up has invaded most of my brain.

oh well. driving to church later! hahaha.
i think my phone's battery is gonna die. T_T
i charged it ytd and it was full... but this morning when i woke up it was off! fml.
thankfully it's not a school day and i was up at that time i should be.



my new art piece. what say you?

i almost flew away

winter's back.
it snowed lightly ytd. and the weather's super chilly. the wind is cold. :(
the wind was so strong on monday.. it almost blew me away. it was weird.
the path was icy, and as soon as i got out from school, a super strong wind blew.. i was kinda sliding sideways -_-

i have two books to read for two classes now.
and i have to read one for my china class everyday. 30 something pages everyday and a quiz the very next day. if i dont read = die. T_T
teacher's words, "one wrong. it's not an "A". *HEEH." yeah he does this "HEEEH" thing in a high pitch voice every time.

and :) im gonna learn how to drive this saturday!! :D
excited yet afraid.
afraid of what you say..?
my coach -__-
he's kinda scary but cool at the same time.. : /

what makes me fat :)

COLDSTONE :D
i finally got to go there.

say "MMMMMMMMMMM" :D

oh, and dont forget the burger too! ahahha

but this was a bad burger :(

sad phoebe

and what perigee MOON? i see no mooonn. :(

it was all the way in LONDON. 

pssht.

some random convo

so my mom was just checking up on me before she went to bed..

MOM says
what r u doing?
P says
work
why arent you sleeping?
i feel like eating burger -_-
hahha
MOM says
do not make me feel hungry
i want to sleep already
talk to u later
P says
HAHAH
bye
MOM says
bye

okay. you may not think it's funny. but i think it is. : /
gotta write a story for english. it's a two people thing so i have a partner and im concluding the story. anyways, we chose 15 random words from the dictionary and then used the words to make a poem then write the story based on the poem...
i chose a random word "Nehru" and that's India's first prime minister.. so we were thinking how should we write the story about him and bla bla bla and came up with the idea that he's in an affair w/ someone else.. and  i was telling my partner that we should research about him before we crap about him.. she didnt really care about that but me being asian..and being respective and all thought i really should.. so i wikipedia-ed and AHAHAHAH true enough... he MIGHT have been having an affair with some british lady. funnyyy.
what's this huge moon today thing about? maybe i should go seeeee. :D

woo. taking my driver's permit test tmrw.
best of luck to moi. lols

i've been selected to join a club in school which would look so awesome on my college application but I DONT HAVE THAT DAMN 60HOURS OF COMMUNITY SERVICE. whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
T-T
i like doing community service. but i dont have enough. wtf ftw wtf.
i hope it's not too late to get into it next yr.
VBS. how many hours is that? i cant rmb. but i know its close to 20!

okay. the verdict: i suck at drawing faces. ahahhaahha

human

i wanted to try whether i could actually sketch a copy of someone's face.
it was my first time drawing real human... it turned out to be horrible. i could find out what's wrong though, but it's so wrong. lol.
then i made a second attempt to sketch my face while i was video calling my mom. hahah

just a rough sketch
ahahhaha does it look like me? xD
feedback please.

DST. time to sleep!!

weaker

what i strongly believe that were all BS once, is what i am now.
so i guess im a BS now.
time to change.
and i should better make every bit of that second chance worth it.
if i do rmb the bright side.

8:27!!

i opened my eyes. and with the disturbing vision.. the face of my digital clock shows "8:27"
i went up to it to get a closer look. "8:27?!!!!"
first thought. f. second thought. this cant be right. *checks phone* OMGGGG
this is like my first time ever that i overslept on a schoolday.
wtf.
fml.
yes, i panicked. i didnt know whether i should still go to school or stay at home or call in sick and dont go to school or call in sick and still go to school.
i chose the last obviously.
and me being tardy is a HUGE deal. call me a nerd but whatevs.
maan. i still cant believe it.
dk whether i slept like a dead person that i missed my alarm or my alarm did not ring.
i only rmb i woke up once and that was cause i was dreaming and i squinted at the clock and it was 3 something AM.
:(
FAIL

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ohmegosh. i've never seen this ever in my life.
dont you think this is uh-may-zeeng?
POTALA PALACE in TIBET.
the king built it for his chinese princess bride. :O
old people are cool!


and this one..the Arch of Reunification in N.Korea.
so angelic/saint-like.

happy trip to the BOOKSTORE :)

finally bought a book that has to do with architecture! :)
im a happy girl. for now.
also, my trip to the bookstore made me realize that an architecture major would cost my parents/me a freaking A-bomb.
gahhh.

Combustion :O

something to remind myself why i like going to school
a NORMAL school.

p.s. Karlyn, it's this teacher, if you know/rmb what im talking about :P