it' been a while...

Summer's been pretty lax for me.
Things that i wanted/planned have not been exactly fulfilled due to the unmotivated me.
anyway, i went to the library today to look for books. looking at/reading books is really calming and relaxing. ahh love it. books are meant to be tangible. they should be the old school paper books and not the nooks or kindles or ebooks. boo those.
paper back books ftw!
so i picked up this cookbook. it is like my ideal book T_T
i can picture myself in the future, having my own apt or penthouse(ahem xD) and this book will be in my living room. i'll just choose a recipe and hop down to the grocery store to buy the ingredients just for that and cook an appetizing meal!
oh me and my ideal world.
i've been thinking of drinking frap everyday. smacks self.

two months of summer's gone. only one left.
so quick!
and the realities of going to college; how to apply for colleges, scholarships, loans, grants; what do i really want to do; where i want to go; how am i gonna pay my tuition- oh the nightmares! -are getting closer!!
the many paths that lay before a person but only one that determines the future- a risk. a step to soar or fall.
i wonder how college students survive.
another amazing thing of life.
research. research. research.

oh wishlist for a special occasion when i get older: a cookbook! TEEHEE